Bad Mood 5

Bad mood, I am in a bad mood today. There are some issues with me and my female coworker. I needed a ride last week, since my car broke down and so I called her to tell her that I needed a ride. She agreed to take me to work in the morning and drop me back later after work. Her husband called all paranoid and shit and told her to call me back and tell me that she couldn't drop me back home. She then made up some excuse that she had to go meet up with her husband after work or something along those lines. Anyways I asked her if she could drop me off and then go, I did not know at that point, that is was all BS just so that she did not have to drop me off. She said that she could not and she had to meet after husband right after work.

Later this week, I came to the entire story when she told me that her husband is very upset, etc. I don't know what the fuck she told him, that he is so mad at me. I guess he is also upset that I moved close to her apartment. I remember her looking through her car window to see if the husband was looking. It's a nice place and it just happened that way. Anyways she told me that her husband is worried since he comes home later than us. Nothing has happened between us, I think this is unnecessary drama. I heard she was even crying at work today. I am trying to avoid her now. It's just become weird over nothing. Apparently the husband is all mad and wants to kick my ass. Now I have to start hitting the gym more and workout inspite of injury. I don't even know this idiot properly. It is mind boggling to me that this fool is ok with her getting a chip n dale dancer but is paranoid when she gives me a ride!

All this drama is giving me a headache. I am trying to avoid it now. I really wanted to go to class last Saturday. I feel like shit now. I haven't seen nfm commenting on my post. I did my validation list in the afternoon today. I felt a little better. Maybe I will KDDR in the evening; I spoke to Rob last night and felt a little better. I use to do the missions and get validation in the past. Now I don't do the missions or anything and I am craving for validation. I have been going to different classes at my gym but the women over there are generally married and little older. I haven't really spoken to them. I looked up meetup.com to see if I could join some interest groups near my house but I couldn't find anything that I would like to do. I will sit down with KDDR next time and look it up again to see if he can pick something for me like he helped Rob with choosing a career. Right now I am just feeling better by getting tasks done.I don't really have any external validaiton.