Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Bad Mood

Ok bad mood, my boss just walked by cubicle twice. He doesn't say anything he just looks at me and walks away. He hardly walks by female coworker's cubicle, almost never. My new boss does not know programming and he was made supervisor of the programming group! So he just walks around checking up on me. He should check on both us but he walks by my cubicle. Also my cubicle is in the worst location, it is by the printer, the microwave, the refrigerator and the secretary. My boss only prints on my printer even though there is a printer close to him, but it is beside my female coworker. He doesn't want to walk by cubicle even though it's close to him because she is female, etc. It has been this way since a long time, since she is female no one bothers her, and all the focus is on me. I remember being in the field and working with contractors and I had to work with this jerk, he was very rude. Anyways, he tried being rude to this girl one day, so she cried to the project manager and they fired him next day morning. He was actually lot ruder to me, but if I had said something, they would have laughed at me. Ever since then no one really bothers her. They just watch me even more. Thinking about all this does make me have a bad mood.

Other than that the others guys at my work try to make fun of me, when they see and me and her working together and they say that she is going to be my boss one day, etc. thinking they cracked a very funny joke. They have done this a few times and I find it annoying. Also they try putting each other down in front of her, so they look good to her. Also I can't really get expectations met at work or anywhere for that matter. I don't think people give any importance at all. They talk to me but don't really take me that seriously. I am also one of the youngest workers here.

I have to ask Ninja how he deals with women and emasculated men at his work. If he ever hit on girls at work, etc. I know it's a bad idea to try to hit up women at work. But when my co-worker talked about cheating I got all excited. Anyways now she changed her tune on that. She is the only female that I talk too, so I end up talking personal stuff with her. I have obsessed about banging her, but never tried to ask her out, because she is married and also she works with me. She looks at me as a little gay friend, that annoys me even further. Anyways last week I went and spoke to another female at my work out of desperation, but then I did not continue pursuing that, because I did not want get into trouble. I see a few girls here and there at work, I am tempted to talk to them because I see them on more than occasion, but then I don't want to get fired from here, so I stop myself. I am thinking I should get a weekend job at an apple store or somewhere and hit on girls there, so that if I get fired from there it won't matter. Anyways I have to leave to field, so I will continue about my frustrations, bad moods in another blog.

2 comments:

  1. you are completely missing the point here as you did with the watermelon blogs. try again.

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  2. mindrunner, you are smart enough to support yourself financially, you don't need a J.O.B you have acquired a skill and expertise in your field that is in high demand and would be very valuable in the consulting business. Leave your mangina workplace. Don't do it for the freedom, don't do it for the glory, but do it to restore your manhood and express it freely no matter where you are without fear. Before you leave, call the manager an emasculated spineless pussy and the female coworker an entitled princess bitch who gets to have her cake and eat it to under the ospices of feminism's sham equality. Like I said, not for glory but for Rome.

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