Today I woke up showered, got ready and head out to get some Porto's snacks to celebrate my PE exam at work. My coworkers have been bugging me for a while, and it has been long overdue, I have been to do it for sometime but never got to it. My new boss is hard to please and finds mistakes in everything. I am trying to keep him happy. I have to cut down socializing at work, because some see it as not doing work, even though work is getting done.
I have a lot of work to do with these new deadlines which have been given only to me. I guess it's the perception that matters in this case, not the actual work you are doing since in many cases the supervisors, etc. do not even know the actual work that I do. Also lot of times the supervisors do not have enough work to do, so they go around picking on people. Also they need someone to blame when stuff goes down, and coworker already called me a professional scapegoat. I am going to work hard and try to get all the work done for the new deadline, even though it's a lot of stuff, which was meant to be completed in due time with the rest of the project.
I would have been done with my work, if I had used the old screens, but then my new supervisor came in and told me to change everything. I have to tell that he told me to change everything and I had to redo a lot of the work.
Other than that for self-reflection I noticed that I give up my frame easily under social pressure. The other day I tried the stating interest mission with some woman near my work, and had a bad reaction. I told her that she was cute and she told me that she did not want to be talked to that way. I felt bad and did not invalidate that. I later spoke to Rob and he told me how I could have reframe and invalidated her by calling her socially awkward that is all I needed to do. I was also feeling kind of down yesterday and it was good to speak to Rob. Whenever I feel temptation for my female co-worker I try to remember Rob's words that she will be too much drama, and I see it in her, she is trying get attention from all the guys at work. I going to end the blog now as I have to go do a lot of stuff.
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Sometimes I kick myself in the ass for not boning that married chick I used to work with at the gym back in 2003. She was the hottest girl in the gym with the most amazing fucking body I have ever seen. I can't believe she wanted to bone me in my own car that night. I turned her down at that time because 1) I was a really devout Mormon, and 2) I really didn't want to have to face the consequences of screwing up a marriage when I already met the husband at that time as well. The way I see it, don't fuck with married chicks.
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