August last Tuesday

I would have been many blogs ahead if I continued writing my blogs without breaking the chain but oh well there's always another chance. I have never written past nineteen blogs in a month, someday I hope to break that record. This week started off with a decent start. My boss did not come in so it gave me some peace of mind from constantly being watched. But I had so much work to do I wouldn't have even noticed him.

As I rushed to my desk this morning, I wished that someday I have a business of my own, selling something or providing a service I don't what but something someday. I will have the freedom to run the business on my terms no boss to fear, I will be the boss, no dealing with annoying coworkers only subordinates who will listen to what I say. Someday I hope to make this dream come true, but in an economy like this that dream keeps getting more obscure and impossible to do.

I wonder where all my outsourcing ideas went, where I wanted to start my own firm and outsource projects. I will be the mediator between the American companies here and the Indian companies in India. I will be overseeing the projects and I will make money by making a profit of the cheap labor rates in India and selling the end products/ services to the companies here at a much higher price. The optimism and enthusiasm to make these dreams into reality has diminished. I hope the zeal to make this possible will come back sometime in the future when the economy is better and I am wiser.

Ah I have joined the rat race, another slug in this corporate prison working everyday so that I can live for the weekend. But then again I think of the other options and realize maybe it's not that bad compare to going back to school for being a doctor or law school, both of which are a lot of work. Only option for me is to make my business happen someday after I am more settled.