Online Dating

I felt like crap yesterday since I turned 26 and I still don't have a girlfriend. I was hoping to be able to attract women by birthday, it looked possible back in February, but I am still not there yet. I got up around 1 am last night and I could not sleep. I then went to my computer and browsed through the pictures of different hookers. Later I checked my email and replied thanks to whoever wished me a happy birthday. I then decided to look at free dating services like plentyoffish.com etc. I sat down at two am even though I had to go work next day and created a profile, I was feeling very desperate, like I usually do. I wrote a line about my interests and what I like etc. There was a section where I had to write about myself, I wrote that I like fun activities or something. I also wrote that I am looking for a girl who is fun to hangout with. I briefly explained my date scenario in one of sections which asked for it.

Anyway I created my profile and started looking at some of the profiles of members who were online and close to my area. I saw some profiles like Persian kitty, etc. I sent Persian Kitty a message saying that I found her profile interesting and that I would like to get to know. I also sent a similar message to some blond girl. I need to send a lot of messages to different girls. Also I need to be able to write better and express what I want to etc. more elaborately in an interesting manner.

I received a message from Persian Kitty around 3 am this morning, I am wondering what these women are doing up so late on this free dating site. The message said "Mindrunner, Meow from P K". I was like "what the fuck" is that all she could say. I am thinking I should send her a message saying that we should meetup for bowling or coffee.

I am still feeling not feeling that great. I hope I make some headway soon.