haven't posted in a while

I have not done my blogs in the longest time. I got busy, lazy etc. I did even feel that motivated to do it sometimes. I was at-least trying to missions regularly. Because the mission's are the actually the toughest. You got to out there, I mean its cold, etc. and do them. I am changing my attitude regarding the hi's, compliment's etc. Instead of it being a deal to say them, I am trying to realize that its not such a big a deal. I am just saying whatever I have say, without caring too much for the other person response.

Today I am feeling lazy to do the mission. I kind of made by self ready to do it in the morning break, but my bitch boss wanted me to stick around. After that she kept walking by cubicle so I didn't want to take a chance. I did two compliment missions, one of which got rejected because I didn't follow the directions. It's probably because I changed the compliment twice while doing the mission.

I called Rob to see if he wants to meet up later to do the missions. But he has class at night. I don't know if I will be able to do the mission today, I don't feel motivated enough. I might try later but not sure if I will be able to do. I may even just relax today.

I have to start studying for my GMAT too, I haven't started studying yet. It is going to be hard working, studying for gmat and practicing manhood, etc. I will have to cut down on other activities like tv, videos etc.

Manhood takes up lot of time, energy. I mean it's good, but it's hard if you've gotten used to doing things in a lazy manner. You have do your blogs, validations, mariciyo paulson, missions, reading, phew. I don't want to get stressed by manhood though. I might take some breaks. It should just become a part of my lifestyle and to be a chore. I hope to internalize it eventually. This is just another day trying to balance work, activities and practicing manhood.