stupid female coworker

Also when I am around people, who know me, friends, co-workers etc. my old habits are reinforced. I have cut down my social interaction a little so that I can understand and practice my mandhood. I need to be away by myself only practicing my manhood, meet with nm and doing my missions. I don’t think there has been a single day, where I have been able to do it all. My daily blog, my mission, my validation list twice, my mariciyo Paulson exercises 10 times, type my mission report and read the articles, all in the same day.

I am also having trouble properly applying new found knowledge to my current social interactions. I was sick of my female co-worker always lying to me or acting coy. She always tries to give up very little information to me. She tries to hide information, etc. I tolerated this, because I was used to tolerating women for their crap.

Also this bitch is a good nerd, she can sit and keep reading the whole day. I would try to be nice with her, because I thought she could help me if I needed to know something, but that never helped. I have to ask her ten questions to get the answer to one question. I basically have to squeeze information out of this bitch. I guess I could solve this problem of dependence on this bitch my reading harder and trying it again before asking her.

The other day, I was pissed of that she would lie about simple things. I asked her if she was going to the gym. She started off in her coy ways. No. I don’t know. I going to just show my face to my other co-worker and leave as I don’t have the clothes etc. I use to encourage her to come to the gym and she would be like no. Ok, anyway getting back to the situation, we leave from the elevator. I go get my clothes from my car. I come back to the gym and she is on the fucking treadmill. I was like what the fuck? I asked her why did she “your just showing your face and leaving.” Then she tried to act coy again and said yah I am just showing my face. I said whatever and left. I was upset that she would lie over such a simple thing. Now, she and I have a lot friction. It’s uncomfortable when we see each other. But in general she has a low self esteem and I also have to feel bad too if I hangout with her.