another day

This is my first blog this week. It seems like a good start. A blog on monday. This morning I felt a little down, because of the rainy weather. It’s funny how easy it is for me to get affected by factors like weather. At one time I feel great when I am around my friends or family, watching a comedy etc. but then again when I am by myself in bad weather my value takes a nose dive!

I am going to be jumping all over the place today. Whatever thought comes to my mind, I am going to put in words on paper (blog). I was wondering what the difference between a mangina and pussified male was? Or are they very similar?

I was also wondering if just reading and understanding would give me enough realization to increase my internal value. But I guess you need the external self-validation cycle to keep the cycle going.

Also I had a question which I posted as to how to improve reading comprehension? I think this is a valid question. Even though it seems lame. It's basic, trivial. But if everyone was understanding everything in the articles to the depth required. Then most folks in the forum would be master's in social interaction.

It's taking me so long to better understand the manhood concepts. I wish I could increase the speed of my learning and understanding of manhood.

I think ninjamaster should also write a sticky or post-it with guidelines as to how to manage manhood with work. Since quite a few of us work full-time, some in really Politically Correct environments which give women high value. Especially, if we don't want to loose our jobs. Specifics such as attitude, co-worker dating, boss, co-worker frame control etc. could be covered. How to manage manhood at work and outside work? Since at work, one has to watch their authority, expectations, etc.