Saturday, November 29, 2008

lagging behind on my blogs

I don't know what ninja's policies are during thanksgiving. I wonder if we were allowed to slack off? I don't see him being too active on his website either so maybe he's busy with the holiday too or that’s what I assumed for my convenience. I wonder if he reads every post, I know KDDR is not reading mine.

I see everyone else including Rob have not been posting to the missions section etc. during these holidays. I saw Rob didn't update his google calendar with the latest blog posting so I thought everyone's slowed down their training until I visited franchise', Rob's and Foc's blog to see that they continued blogging at-least partially during this thanksgiving break.

Wow now I am behind, I thought I was going better than the other as I was the one with last mission posting but looking at the blogs, that’s not the case, my fellow classmates have been more diligent than me with these blogs.

I think manhood101 should me thought at high school level, then the advanced levels again in college. It's one of the most important classes I've ever taken. I wish manhood101 also had a system to constantly motivate lazy fools like me. One of my main motivations is that I don't want to be dysfunctional anymore, I have been dysfunctional for too long already. This motivation goes only so far, sometimes when its cold outside etc. I feel lazy to go do the mission. I wonder if Ninja can come up with some sort of motivation exercise like the validation list exercise. That would help folks like me who find it easy to slack off due to their busy lives.

manhood101 during thanksgiving, since I assumed everyone had slowed, were taking it easy including ninja, Kdrr, actually kddr i only see him at class nowadays. I relaxed but at-least I tried to do some reading. I finally completed the frame Control I article, I had read this long time ago, but I'm glad i finished reading it again. I probably need to read it again after sometime and again till I get become a master of this domain. Then I read the frame control II article, this was also good. The frame control III article is not complete so I read frame control 3 test which was supposed to be a test but ninja didn't want to bother coming up with fake responses. It was good to the example.

I don't know why keep missing god damn words when I type, i say it right in my mind before typing but I forget to type it for some unknown reason.

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